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17 years old
Last Online: 2 years 5 months ago
Registered: October 21st, 2005, 9:01 AM EDT
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17 years old
Last Online: 2 years 5 months ago
Registered: October 21st, 2005, 9:01 AM EDT
Papers: 284
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About Me
Angsty-angsty. Let's hail the world of angst!
I do like when people are interested in me but, you know, sometimes I just get enough of attention and fall in silence and go away. Yeah, I'm so angsty teenager it sucks.
I haven't watched anime or read manga too long, sorry for being such a wannabe-otaku all the time.
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So so SO sorry for the late reply. I've been pretty busy.. I moved to a new school (a all girls school) so I've been pretty busy @_@ I had to catch up on all essays that was set out there.. it's worth 20% of my GCSE's -____- I'm still not done.. gee I picked the best time to transfer schools T___T Why couldn't my parents waited until AFTER i finished year 10 to move T________T
Anyways.. how was it? did you confess to him yet? ><
Anyways.. how was it? did you confess to him yet? ><
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Nothing important has happened, really. :}
That boy... of course he's nice, he was on the same place as I was in the confirmation school. You know, that was a camp. I mean, confirmation school students went to the camp and the church - dudes taught us things about our religion there. (Me and my great explanations!)
First I thought I wasn't interested in him, I just liked his personality. But then, when the camp ended, I realized that I have a crush on him. ,_, And now I can't help thinking about him all the time. Err, this sucks.
He's funny and nice person. He's also good-looking but that's not the reason why I like him - hell, I've seen him so many times before the camp (he lives three kilometres away from my place) it can't be the reason! I like him because he makes me laugh and smile so easily. The problem is, he's popular and does things that popular guys usually do. I hate alcohol and tobaccos but, I just can't help liking him. ;__; He said some nice things to me on the camp... and when he's around I feel myself good and relaxed, he's the first boy who makes me feel that way.
But he's so far away from me. Hell! While ago I thought that maybe he could fall for me but now... this sounds so stupid. I realized yesterday when I watched his pictures in the net (there's a gallery where anyone can upload photos of themselves) that there's simply no way there would be something called 'us'. Hmph. Hopefully I forget him soon.
... so, nope, we're not dating. I just have a crush on him.
hm.. what's scarier. Bungey jumping from a sky scraper.. Or telling someone that you have a crush on them. Hard to decide.. eh? ^___________^" go on.. bite the bullet and ask him out today! lol.. kidding. If you feel that you don't want to confess to him about how you feel, then I'm not gonna start pressuring you to face you're crush, these feelings belong to you and nobody else, only you can decide what you want to happen -- or not happen -- with your crush. If that makes you happy, then great!
But if you ask me, I think it's better if you find out how he feels about you, cause the sooner you find out, the sooner you can forget about him. It can hurt to keep you're feelings inside, and it hurts even more to not know what could happen if your crush knew how you felt. It's up to you. ^_____________^
lol.. I'm not much of a relationship... advise person... thingi =_____= I don't even know if what I'm saying makes any sense... most of the time I'm just pulling words out of my ass -______________-"
I hope everything works out for you ^_____________^ whatever you decide to do ^___________________^
And by the way, do you have MSN messenger? Is it alright if I added you ?? o.o
^^; I just... Animepaper didn't work when I tried to come over here and then I kinda... forgot... the place.^^" But you know, I remembered you always when I thought about Animepaper or anime wallpapers. :D
I'm fine, I think. I was upset of a stupid thing while ago but, it's over now you know.^^ And I just was on my... confirmation school. (I'm not sure is that a right way to say that, hope you'll understand still.) It was much funnier than I would have ever imagined.
... on the other hand, no it wasn't, I fell in love with a boy that's year older than I am, and on a different planet, if you know what I mean. He's popular and everything, how could I have any chances to him? Eeeerrr.
Sorry to trouble you by this, it just came to my mind. And I haven't told about it to anyone else btw.
wazzat.... what happened!? Seems like a lot of things been happening since the last time I spoke to you. ^____^ hm.. you fell in love with a boy..? O____O Is he a nice person? I never really fall for the "popular" boy's.. they always turn out to be total jerks in the end.. that's just my experience with them, though. O____O Have you spoken to him yet?
lol, I think I'm saying this right O___O I don't really understand what you just said. Are you going out with this boy? or..?
Sorry if I'm being nosey. ^_______^ I just want to know. >_______<
hm O___O The reason why you couldn't log in here was probably because the server was down for a while. But that was aeons ago. ^_____^
Welcome back! *hugS* XD~
-poke poke- O___O *rubs eyes* omg.. you're back! Where were you? ^______^ I haven't spoken to you for a while. How've you been? @.@ lol thanks for the comment on my page by the way ^________^"
Guess what i did...absolutly..NOTHING..the kids were dang feisty with the candy..i had to finish off some homework that day, so i didn't have time for anything else.
Yeah i'm doing great! Sorry for my late reply..i was in the forums..so what did you do on Halloween?
Lol, i love your userpage! Seems you haven't logged in for quite some time now XD
I'm always online nowadays, really don't have much to do. Well talk to you when you get back, Bye
Hey hey i just realized you and Banso are from the same country!
Yeah I'll read it if I canget it somewhere..
OH OH OH...I just realized we were the same age, thats so cool.
Thanks for adding me :) I'l add you too.
nope I haven't.
nope I haven't.
Thanks for adding me ^_^ I haven't heared from you for a long time , so how are you?
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